I wasn't expecting much responses on here,this is a surprise. Thanks for all of the advice (again). I actually tried some of them, I sat in different seat in my classes-because I usually sit in the back alone-and some people thought I was a new kid. I even tryout for the volleyball team,which I always wanted to do,but I always told myself girls like me aren't good enough for it. I asked my parents for help to go to counseling,or therapy(since in my middle school you can't talk to the consoler unless you been in a fight) but they said no because its they don't want me telling people about them. Like some of you said this isn't going to go away fast (and it hasn't) but you can try to make it better
I don't think I'll ever take pills for this, I feel like I won't be myself when I'm on them. Also I might become self reliant on them.
I also never really play graal. I saw it on my cousin iPod,I play classic in game name Kayla.