its not your "right" to be given a position. honestly they have enough gps, i think they need more lats and scripters, as far as judging on the past, its not really that..."fair" when it comes to that, i still find it annoying that you can be permabanned for multiple bans when you only had two month long bans before, but i guess thats all technicality since a staff could just ban you and leave no reason and nothing would be done, ive seen it before.
as for changing, i know ill never truly change, and ive given up even trying to bull people into thinking i will. i guess maybe you and others may find it easier to change, but i find that it takes a long time until people really believe youve changed,
its really hard to tell if people just say that so youll be good and do what they want for ever and they never have any real intention of actually doing what they said they would if you were good.