young kids enjoy the role play aspect of the game while once you get older and realize that the graal community is mostly a bunch of young kids, you turn to what can I do? There is barely anything you can get better at which is sparring, and player killing. It's arguable that player killing doesn't mean skill rather time invested. Sparring however has a learning curve, how many tabs and programs can you run on your potato.
not dead you're just getting bored like the rest of us.