That's not exactly how depression works. If you ARE depressed and you want to learn how to fix your problems you generally want to start with the question "why might I be depressed in the first place?" most people generally struggle with this question and get quite frustrated by it but some very common reasons can be things such as not being interested in the people you hang around with such as "friends" and also not being interested in school and therefore not participating in school making you naturally always doing your homework last minute etc. Obviously there are countless reasons to why one could be depressed but a most of the time if not all of the time it has to do with what you surround yourself with and what type of life style you are letting yourself life ~ not always the easiest thing to spot

It may feel comforting to think perhaps there is something wrong with you so people can feel sentimental for you or whatever, but realistically depression isn't something that goes away by people feeling bad for you or you getting some sort of special treatment. I suggest you try to really start pushing yourself to be open with yourself and those around you and you will end up attracting some people of a similar mindset