The reason it's hard for me to believe in any religion is because of the lies people say to use you or brainwash. Idk if I take these conspiracy to seriously but it doesn't hurt to question religion. I've asked many Christians (since I was raised around them) how can they just believe. They just told me they do because God is great. I hate these types of answers. Anyways recently Ive been finding out there are a lot of fake churches. A pastor was found guilty of using church donations to pay for his house and buy a male prostitute. Can you believe that? How am I supposed to just believe when all this is happening?