So I have recently fallen into depression. I know OG has posted something about this but this is different. My room mate who was like a brother to me died recently. This hit me bad as I was in the house when he shot himself. This is hard for me to get over as I am in shock. Another reason is my Grandpa. I was next to him when he told me he wasn't feeling well, and told me to call an ambulance. He started turning blue due to loss of oxygen. I had no time for an ambulance. We got in my car and drove to the hospital. Once in the ER I almost punched the man waiting on us as he wouldn't let us through. My Grandpa was legally dead for 5 minutes. The doctors brought him back to life and I never left his side that week.
Do any of you know anything to help my depression? If you do please tell me as I am not doing well now.