Posted by Conquest

I know about you; histrionic personality disorder. You are like a gargoyle; you swing from having personality around strangers to being silent & lifeless. You long to feel emotions, but you hold back & hide behind a veil of extremities. Idealization/demonization; so, rather than express emotions & feel inwardly, you cut yourself, cause drama, amuse yourself with the unfolding, and demean others. In your depression, it is easier to project onto others behind your veil of mirrors where you seduce & deflect your guilt to keep yourself numbed. You might act tough, but you're actually a coward