Is was an arrogant thieving 12 year young and a manipulative little liar obsessed with growing in power, glory, and prestige; I had no money, no friends or familial love, and a temperament. I had creative ideas and abilities, knowledge, curiosity, and Inquisitions. I was raised in an orthodox cult and abused even physically, who said that all ******s were going to hell, I was hiding from the crime and drugs all around me; I was miserable, and lonely, scapegoated and ashamed ... That is why people disliked me. For those I hurt, I ask for your forgiveness.