You act like it's impossible. Judging by your posts, I bet you give up on a lot of things. Man, you can do anything in life if you want. You can be a winner, you don't have to be a loser all your life. I want you to win, but you gotta believe in yourself. You gotta tell yourself, "yes, I can do it!" Then you will have success. Trust me man, I'm only trying to help.

Post a pic of yourself. I'd love to see how for you are. I'm not even trying to make fun of you. We all gotta start some where, and even if you are weak, it doesn't mean you have to be that way forever. I'm here for you man.