For about a two week period every time I had done lucid dreaming I would lose control of it and everything would get darker and horrific and I would be toyed around with and nothing I could do would stop, I googled it in an attempt to understand and all I could find was people claiming it is the darker side of yourself taking control. It almost always ended up putting me into sleep paralysis where I would freak out and struggle to regain control and eventually it had caused me to stop lucid dreaming and normal dreaming as well, this was a while ago and I do lucid dream some times now but not as much as I use to because the affects were very bad, Sleep Paralysis often made my mind think there was a demonic presence in the room and it was probably the scariest thing I have felt.
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I know
exactly what they mean by 'darker side'. The first time I encountered Satan in my sleep, he was posed as a different version of me. A better version of myself (on the outside), stronger, smarter, better looking, more charismatic, etc. But a while after that, I learned how to spot the irregularities and force him to leave after some time. I had never fully understood why he portrayed me, until some dreams later down the road.
But I once tried lucid dreaming before, and yeah like you mentioned it's like playing with a 'darker' you. At first it's great, you can do whatever you want, etc, etc. but I had this gut urge telling me to stop lucid dreaming, so I went along with it and I'd get these awful nightmares where my my mind would literally
split (I have no other way to explain it) and my thoughts were divided. One of course, being a
good me, and the other being a
bad me. I literally thought for a while I was developing a split personality and it scared the hell out of me, the other half basically went against all the morals I have without question and it made me wonder if I was really capable of being like that in the real world as well. Again, it's really hard to explain. And it makes me wonder if people with split personalities go through the same thing. I'd have nightmares occasionally, but they never frighten me anymore (still don't). At the end of the dream, I'd discover the real monster was myself and whatever else terrorized me was purely a metaphor to symbolize something much more frightening has taken over, and not even it, could match my own capabilities.