am i missing something? what is lille

btw i hate it when noobs grab the mailboxes and run and the NPC attacks you instead and your gun freezes and the npc noob is still mad at you and ur just like sitting there pressing hard on the reload button and its like ARGHGHNHHGHAHGGHGAGHGHGRHGHGHGHGAGRHGHGGGAHGAHGAHA HGAGAHAGHGHHGAGAGAGHAGHAGHAGHAHRGRRGRG RELOAD RELOAD DONT LET ME DIE

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this one time i had 4 npc noobs killing me and i died everytime. it was like i was on a continous loop where i was ressurected then i die over and over again