Remember there is no right and wrong in this world, it is all perspective. And, that we are all on this world for such a short time (including your parents) and that pretty much makes perspective subjective and unimportant.

You should try working out, advice from someone who used to be depressed and feels much better now. You want love? Girls like some muscle too be honest and you will feel confident about things that felt awkward before. Don't try to change how you act, let your personality come on naturally.  

Mio, remember that you're going to get a 360 degree view of opinions since this is the internet. Things you like to hear, things you don't, and things you really don't. But it's your life; whether the details are true or false, don't take things personally. Perspectives can only help inspire you, but your decisions should always be your own.

That being said, if you are feeling deeply depressed, you need counseling-- not the internet. It's not about having something "wrong" with you, it's about having someone to talk to whom created a career for their listening abilities. If your school doesn't offer counseling and you're unable to use your parents' healthcare insurence, look at https://www.healthcare.gov/ (if you're in the US). You may be able to get free healthcare since you're a minor and don't have an income. If you're not from the US, look into avaiable healthcare services that your government/local area offers.

The only way your life can change is if you want it. If you feel neglected from those around you, spend more time doing things you love, and join clubs/community groups. I recently joined my campus's fashion club, and have had so much fun so far, I don't know why I didn't try out more clubs sooner. Everyone gets lonely, and people usually want new friends. So don't be shy. You don't need to be lonely alone.  

If you think this is fake you probably just shouldn't reply. You telling OP she is lying wont do a damn thing if she is, and if she isn't its only gonna make things worse. Can't see why its such a bad thing to give her some attention or help her out. This is the internet, you shouldn't be here if you don't like seeing things that aren't true.


Also Mio, if you actually are being beaten/abused, do yourself a favor later on in life and report it now. This can be a sad thing to learn, but it will be better for both you and your father to not be together if he is doing you serious harm. Some people just aren't fit to be parents, and nothing will change that.

My dad also has alcohol problems, and honestly if I were you I would not wait for him to straighten his **** out, an alcohol addiction can be some serious stuff and he isn't going to just stop drinking when the stress is off. My dad has had to leave his kids twice and move back to his parent's house so he can get it together. Drinking is a much more serious issue than most people make it out to be, especially if you have been doing it all your life.